Anticipation and the Everlasting Wedding Day

There’s a feeling, isn't there? A deep, almost humming sense of anticipation. It’s the feeling you get when you’ve been waiting for something profoundly good, something that changes everything, something that is eternally perfect. For those of us who have been through the process—whether it was the intensity of the MTC, the grit of the field, or the quiet work of building up a ward—we know that feeling well. It’s the feeling of waiting for the wedding day.

Sometimes, the world around us feels chaotic, the mission discussions can feel overwhelming, or the sheer scope of the work can make us feel small. But when we tune our hearts back to the central promise—the gathering, the coming of the Savior—all the noise fades. We are waiting for the brightest, most glorious day.

I was listening to this beautiful rendition of 'Holy (Wedding Day)' recently, and it really struck a chord. The way the music builds, the call and response—it’s not just a song; it’s a testimony set to music. It reminds me that our discipleship isn't about *doing* enough to earn that day; it’s about *being* ready for it. It’s about keeping the covenant promises alive in our hearts.

Keeping the Focus: From Preparation to Promise

As we continue to be Internet missionaries, we often focus on the immediate task: the lesson plan, the testimony to share, the next transfer. These things are vital, and we must treat them with the seriousness they deserve. But we cannot let the preparation overshadow the ultimate goal. The goal is the Lord. The promise is the reunion.

When I was struggling to keep my focus after returning from my mission, I found myself getting bogged down in comparing my current efforts to my best moments in the field. I was trying to manufacture the *feeling* of being in the field. It was exhausting.

What I learned, through my district leader and some deep talks with my bishop, was that the preparation *is* the focus. Every time we study scripture in a Book Club, every time we take the time to ask ourselves the tough questions in a Bible Study Group, every time we are patient with a hesitant investigator—we are practicing for that day. We are learning to sing 'Holy, Holy, Holy' even when the world around us is loud.

A Bite-Sized Skill for the Field: The Power of Pausing

If I could give one practical piece of missionary preparation today, it’s this: Practice the pause. When you are in a missionary discussion, or even just having a casual conversation, and you feel the urge to fill every silence with more talking points, just pause. Take a breath. Let the weight of the gospel hang in the air for a moment. That silence is where the Spirit often whispers the most profound truth, and it gives the investigator space to process what they just heard.

Remember, our calling is not just to *speak* about the Savior, but to *feel* Him, to let our anticipation for Him permeate our every interaction. That’s what the Spirit does best.

This beautiful performance is a powerful reminder that our lives should be characterized by that holy anticipation. It's a constant, joyful waiting.

Where to Go From Here: Keeping the Momentum Going

If this message resonated with you, don't let the feeling fade. The best way to keep the Spirit flowing is to keep engaging with the discipleship process. I encourage you to check out the latest thoughts on the Iron Rod in LivingBook—there’s a piece on covenant keeping that really nails this concept.

If you're feeling rusty on your core testimonies, I highly recommend joining a local Bible Study Group through HolyPlaces. It’s a wonderful, low-pressure way to deepen your roots. And if you want to run through some tough doctrinal questions before your next mission prep session, remember that Davee is ready to walk you through an AI Investigator role-play!

We are all disciples, wherever we are. Let's keep singing that song of anticipation together.