The Apple of My Eye: McLellin's Enduring Witness

We often hear cautionary tales of those who strayed from the path of the Restoration, emphasizing the necessity of unwavering obedience and the perils of pride. These are vital lessons, undeniably. Yet, it’s equally crucial to recognize the persistent power of testimony, even within the crucible of adversity. Consider the life of William McLellin, a figure whose relationship with the Brethren was undeniably fraught, and whose ultimate fate involved excommunication. A man who, despite all that, declared the Book of Mormon his “apple of my eye.”

The narrative tends to focus on the conflict—McLellin’s disagreements with Brigham Young and others, his perceived ambition, the events leading to his departure from Kirtland and subsequent excommunication in 1838. It's easy to cast him as a cautionary example of pride leading to downfall. However, a deeper look, as presented in the video below, reveals a more nuanced and, frankly, humbling truth.

James Cobb, years later in 1880, sought out McLellin. Cobb’s intention? To gather ammunition against the Book of Mormon, hoping to exploit McLellin’s known dissatisfaction with Church leadership. What he received, however, was a forceful and unwavering defense. McLellin didn’t offer ammunition; he offered a profound affirmation. “I have read many exposes,” he wrote to Cobb, “I have seen all their arguments but my evidences are above them all.”

The phrase “apple of my eye” resonates with Deuteronomy 32:9 – “For the Lord's portion is his people; Jacob is his portion.” It speaks of something cherished, vital, essential. To compare the Book of Mormon to one’s “apple of my eye” is not hyperbole; it is a declaration of profound spiritual conviction. It speaks to a depth of understanding that transcends intellectual disagreement or personal grievance.

What can we learn from this? It isn't simply about remembering a historical anecdote. It’s about recognizing the enduring power of testimony, even—and perhaps especially—when it’s forged in the fires of adversity. McLellin’s experience challenges the simplistic notion that doubt and disagreement automatically equate to a rejection of truth. It reminds us that the Spirit can testify powerfully, even through those who grapple with difficult circumstances and challenging relationships.

Consider the words of Isaiah 29:14: “And he shall swallow up with indignation the remnant of the Gentiles, and shall do away with the sign that was given against Jerusalem by the diviners.” McLellin’s unwavering testimony, despite the turmoil he faced, serves as a poignant reminder of the power of the Restoration and the enduring truth contained within the Book of Mormon. It is a testament to the resilience of faith, a faith that can withstand the storms of earthly conflict and remain anchored in the bedrock of divine revelation.

The challenge before us, fellow disciples, is not merely to avoid the pitfalls of pride or the temptations of contention, but to cultivate a testimony so deeply rooted that it can weather the inevitable storms of life. To seek, as McLellin did, evidences “above” the arguments of the world, clinging to the truth even when it demands sacrifice and humility.

Let us ponder this testimony, and examine our own hearts, asking ourselves: What is *my* apple of my eye? Where do I find my evidences?